Now My Guitar Reaches High


My guitar is not a thing. It is an extension of myself. It is who I am. –Joan Jett

One of the most highly regarded gui­tarist camps was to begin tomor­row in earnest; the par­tic­i­pants were meet­ing up tonight for cock­tails and to catch up with each other. I put­ter around on a gui­tar, I am nowhere in these guys’ league. Even still, these guys were ama­teurs, albeit very tal­ented ones. Lisa pushed me to go, to join in, and to push myself to be better.

I approached the orga­nizer. He owned a gui­tar shop I had been in, so he knew me; pos­si­bly he tol­er­ated me. The con­ven­tion was held in his store, and he was busy clean­ing it out to make room for all the gui­tarists. I asked if there was still room for one more per­son, and he said, “Sure, wel­come aboard Dave,” as he grabbed me on the back and pushed me on the makeshift stage.

Most gui­tarists stepped up for a cou­ple min­utes– max– in the spot­light. They had a very short time to show off their stuff and make an impres­sion. I played for a cou­ple hours, some­times alone, some­times with other peo­ple. It was my Sally Field moment, “They like me, they really like me.” I was not play­ing any­thing spe­cial, any­thing exotic, ground­break­ing or even hard. I had just hit a groove that every­one seemed to hone in on.

And it was a party; we were all there to enjoy our­selves, too. We all wanted to learn from each other, but we also needed to relax among friends. We needed the safety and the approval of or comrades.

Eric Clapton's Blackie GuitarWe broke up after mid­night, and I headed back to my room. I pulled out my most prized pos­ses­sion, my Eric Clap­ton gui­tar. I placed it rev­er­ently on my bed and stood back, admir­ingly. The man run­ning the con­ven­tion came into my room, and he instantly noticed the gui­tar lying on the bed.

That’s Blackie,” he said in amaze­ment, his eyes going wide. He walked over to the bed for a bet­ter view, too in awe to touch the iconic axe.

I leaned over, and I picked it up, and I started play­ing the gui­tar. I played a high E, well up the neck. I bend the note higher, and the string broke right off. I tried the same tech­nique on the next string, and it broke off, too. I looked at the head, and saw they had sheared off, right at the tun­ing pegs. I noticed what the prob­lem was– the tuners were falling out. No one had both­ered to screw the machine heads in.

Inter­mis­sion.

Sum­mer was over, and it was back to school time. My brother Dan and I were headed back to col­lege together. It was a warm, pleas­ant day. Dan and I dis­cussed the inevitable. This mild, out­doorsy weather would only be with us a short while before the cold win­ter took over. We decided to enjoy it while we could, we would get out in it every day until the tem­per­a­tures forced us back indoors.

We were dri­ving around the cam­pus in our golf cart. We pulled up to one build­ing on our right that housed one of the seven pools on cam­pus; swim­ming was very big here. This was one of the smaller pools, only two lanes wide. I men­tioned out loud that it hardly seemed worth it to only have two lanes. Dan reminded me it was not the width that mat­tered, it was the length, and this pool was the req­ui­site 25 meters long.

We headed toward the cen­tral area of the cam­pus, the quad. The largest of the pools was there; today it was behind screen­ing tarps. The stu­dents were going to have to use the smaller, satel­lite pools for a while as main­te­nance con­tin­ued on the cen­tral pool.

Dan dropped me off at my dorm, which was also my home room. Other stu­dents were already there, as was the pro­fes­sor. He seemed a lit­tle sur­prised to see me back. I felt a bit like maybe I should not be. My grades were not all that good, and my study habits were non-existent. Even still, I was smart enough to pull a C aver­age. I might have been on the low side, but I was still aca­d­e­m­i­cally acceptable.

I found my way to my por­tion of the room. Hav­ing the low­est aca­d­e­mic stand­ing, I was given just a patch of floor to sleep on. I did not mind, I had a good, soft, warm sleep­ing bag. As we all sorted through our belong­ings, we began to talk about our excite­ment for the com­ing year.

A new stu­dent came in. The pro­fes­sor was very excited for his being there. “I have heard a lot about you, and I am expect­ing great things,” the pro­fes­sor said to the new man. I turned to meet him, and I knew instantly who he was.

The pro­fes­sor had him play gui­tar for us. “Not one of your famous songs,” he said. “Here, play one of these.” He handed the new guy a list of songs no one had ever heard of. Except the new guy. He ripped right into them. We all stood around in awe, we knew we were in the pres­ence of greatness.

When he was done, he came over and sat next to me. I looked him in the eye, and I said, “Your name is Ste­vie, isn’t it?”

Bash­fully, his head drooped, and his eyes fell to the floor. “Yeah, I am,” he drawled. He slowly reached for his hat, and took it off. He had short, black hair, except for a blonde spot above his right eye.

You know,” I con­tin­ued, “Some day, you are going to be com­pared to Eric Clap­ton and… and…” I had to search for another great gui­tarist. “Steve Howe” was all I could come up with. “Yeah, you will be com­pared favor­ably with Clap­ton and Howe,” I repeated.

No way,” was all he could say.

Yes,” I told him. I just wish he would live long enough to see him­self reach the heights of fame I thought to myself.

I woke up.

Rat­ing 4.33 out of 5

About Dave Koch

Father, writer, entrepreneur, web coder, 2008 Presidential candidate, husband and friend. Sometimes I play guitar.
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